Sailing Alone

I miss every single aspect of you. It eats away at my soul, and makes me feel blue. We used to have such a great connection. Now all I have are these reflections. Talking until the morning light. Conversations always lasted while past the night. You were the stability that I needed. You gave me... Continue Reading →

Lover

You’re the reason why trusting another human is impossible. Now all I have is this chronicle of disaster. Outsiders would assume you were a mate. But that’s not the case, because we didn’t date. You were a “favorite person’ who consumed some of my time. Oh, how I am so blind. My heart wanted to... Continue Reading →

Lose of a Favorite Person (Part II)

So this is an entry, of several, about the Favorite Person, that I lost, several years ago. I truly cannot get over her. I will stick to this entry, as it's not too long. I also do have other Favorite Person(s) to talk about, but this one is so strong. This is from the journal... Continue Reading →

Missing You

I was thinking about you last night. I noticed that you “liked” one of my posts on instagram, and a whole flood of emotions came crashing over me. I haven;'t talked to you in a few weeks now, and I really don't understand why. I guess you became a FP to me, but maybe a... Continue Reading →

Random

I am really not sure how I am feeling today. It's been a bit of a mild day, so far. I have been feeling content for the most part when it comes to my work day. Yet, I can get so irritated during the day, especially dealing with some of the customers. It's like a... Continue Reading →

BPD Trust

Over the years, I have been a little naive when it comes to the whole trusting aspect of people. I always like to give people the benefit of the doubt. Not everybody is out to get me, at least I hope not. Yet I always take this issue with a grain of salt! You see,... Continue Reading →

Lose of a Favorite Person

So today I would like to talk more about the “Favorite Person” aspect of BPD. Since this blog is not by a “professional”, I can only give y'all my thoughts. There's your disclaimer, folks! Losing a FP is a serious ordeal for anybody with BPD. We cling to these individuals for emotion support, validation and... Continue Reading →

Important Notice!!

Hello, my beautiful loves!    I just want to make a quick announcement that I am switching sites!! I did plan to do this from the beginning, but I was waiting for a friend to hook me up to his server. I moved all of my blog entries (and hopefully all the stats) to the... Continue Reading →

About BPD

Hello folks! I noticed today, that I really give an sort of definition to what Borderline Personality is, and my thoughts on the matter. Obviously this is what my blog is centered around. Oh, and I have my own domain, that will be coming very soon! 😀 I am just waiting for my friend to... Continue Reading →

Favorite Person (In my words)

The topic of discussion will be about having a “Favorite Person” or FP for short. Below is a description that I found, and I will elaborate my own thoughts on this topic. “The term "Favorite Person" is not used to describe a person who is close to you, like a "best friend". Rather, an FP... Continue Reading →

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