Money Woes

I'd like to talk about the stresses of living paycheck to paycheck. The twist here is, the mental health aspect. People may not understand how it's different from somebody without such aliments. For me, it drives up my anxiety, fear of losing everything and being a failure. I mean, I am certainly sure that other... Continue Reading →


Hello all ! So it's just been a crazy journey for me. I know that I made a post regarding the meds that I am on, but I would like to revisit it. I was on Zyprexa before, but I stopped taking it. Mainly because of the way that it was making me feel. Although,... Continue Reading →

Sailing Alone

I miss every single aspect of you. It eats away at my soul, and makes me feel blue. We used to have such a great connection. Now all I have are these reflections. Talking until the morning light. Conversations always lasted while past the night. You were the stability that I needed. You gave me... Continue Reading →


It was not a great day at work, as I figured. I just can't help but to throw a massive pity party right now. As I posted on my Facebook: no job should make you feel so disheartened. I don't have the words to express how deeply I feel, but I sure can physically show... Continue Reading →


It's quite ironic that I have wanted to make a post about a lack of identity, and I keep seeing posts and videos about it. I know I have done a similar post but this one is a bit different, I guess. Lately, I have not been able to process my new change at all.... Continue Reading →

Blank Inside

I feel as though I have absolutely no emotions left for this current situation that is playing out. As somebody said to me today “is everything okay? You look like you're blank inside.” I guess that really is the perfect way to describe this situation then? I started this blog for personal reasons, to raise... Continue Reading →

Not Well

Yesterday, I was feeling fantastic about a lot of things that were going to happen within my life. Mainly being, the writing on these blog sites. I’m still absolutely thrilled about that, don’t get me wrong. But today, there is this shift in my energy, and I really can’t explain why I am feeling the... Continue Reading →

Never Ending Battle

Angrboda; the one that is the bringer of sorrow, whom is a demonic giant. I like to bring her up, on occasions, because she really is the driving force of the “downside” of my DX. I know not to use my diagnosis as a crutch, yet she can have such impact on my thought patterns.... Continue Reading →

I’m sorry

I decided to unfriend coworkers from Facebook. It seems that my last post stirred up some backhanded posts, which okay, I can understand. Yet, I was explaining how I felt. I don't use my DX has a crutch because I have been like this for years and years. I properly got diagnosed last year? Or... Continue Reading →

Last Social Media Post

This one was hard to record, but needed to be done. I have to cut ties with work mates, as it HAS BEEN getting me in trouble. Sorry for the rambling and the unorganized thoughts in this video........ </3 Last Social Media Post/Rambling

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