New Meds

I feel like I need to write something, so that I feel like I have accomplished something with my day. I am going to take about my switch of medications, and how it has effected me. I have only taken it for about a month, so take that into account, please. I was on a... Continue Reading →


It was not a great day at work, as I figured. I just can't help but to throw a massive pity party right now. As I posted on my Facebook: no job should make you feel so disheartened. I don't have the words to express how deeply I feel, but I sure can physically show... Continue Reading →

I’m sorry

I decided to unfriend coworkers from Facebook. It seems that my last post stirred up some backhanded posts, which okay, I can understand. Yet, I was explaining how I felt. I don't use my DX has a crutch because I have been like this for years and years. I properly got diagnosed last year? Or... Continue Reading →

Void Within

The void is real within my life. The same cycles keep repeating. It all seems like a strife. Old feelings, they just keep greeting. The fact of the matter is, I can't escape myself. The cycles of moods can be overbearing, to say the least. Dark thoughts are destroying my higher self. All emotions are... Continue Reading →

Dark Thoughts

This morning, during my overnight shift, I felt extremely horrible. To preface the emotions that follow, this was all caused by a parking ticket. This being the second time, during a sporting event. I have a valid permit, but I feel that since our home team is in the playoffs, the city wants to make... Continue Reading →


I just don't know what to say tonight. I am filled with a bunch of mixed emotions. I felt really anxious, sad and so empty. I feel like my place in life is nowhere at this moment. This overwhelming feeling doesn't go away, and it has been with me for so many years.  Regarding work,... Continue Reading →

Anxiety Poem

Anxiety cripples my bones to the core. The fear inside me, will continue to pour. I can lay in my bed and think of all the thoughts that keep me grounded. It keeps me locked and bounded. Even when I start my day, the fear will not leave me alone. It's like my brain has... Continue Reading →

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