Money Woes

I'd like to talk about the stresses of living paycheck to paycheck. The twist here is, the mental health aspect. People may not understand how it's different from somebody without such aliments. For me, it drives up my anxiety, fear of losing everything and being a failure. I mean, I am certainly sure that other... Continue Reading →

New Meds

I feel like I need to write something, so that I feel like I have accomplished something with my day. I am going to take about my switch of medications, and how it has effected me. I have only taken it for about a month, so take that into account, please. I was on a... Continue Reading →

Void

I haven't really felt too well lately, in the realm of mental health. What else is new, right? The stresses of work have hit a point where I can only walk around in a complete blank state.With the lovely thoughts of having another meeting, which will result in nothing, are a joy to even think... Continue Reading →

Uncertainty

It was not a great day at work, as I figured. I just can't help but to throw a massive pity party right now. As I posted on my Facebook: no job should make you feel so disheartened. I don't have the words to express how deeply I feel, but I sure can physically show... Continue Reading →

2.17.18

Today was a relatively calm day, to say the least. It's nearly 1:30pm and I already have to start getting ready for bed. I have to work the overnight shift, so that is the reasoning behind the early bedtime. I had to work this morning as well, and I really don't like doing so. It... Continue Reading →

Lost

It's quite ironic that I have wanted to make a post about a lack of identity, and I keep seeing posts and videos about it. I know I have done a similar post but this one is a bit different, I guess. Lately, I have not been able to process my new change at all.... Continue Reading →

Cannot Control Others

As I sit here, trying to figure out the words needed for this blog post, I am coming up short of the mark. The topic of discussion is how we cannot control the way that other people are in life, and that we can't control them at all. No amount of pushing can change how... Continue Reading →

Minor stress

I haven't posted in a few days because I haven't really felt well, and my stress levels have been through a bit of a roller coaster type of ride. There have been some work related issues that I have been thinking about, which are going to predetermine my overall status within the company. I haven't... Continue Reading →

Blank Inside

I feel as though I have absolutely no emotions left for this current situation that is playing out. As somebody said to me today “is everything okay? You look like you're blank inside.” I guess that really is the perfect way to describe this situation then? I started this blog for personal reasons, to raise... Continue Reading →

Never Ending Battle

Angrboda; the one that is the bringer of sorrow, whom is a demonic giant. I like to bring her up, on occasions, because she really is the driving force of the “downside” of my DX. I know not to use my diagnosis as a crutch, yet she can have such impact on my thought patterns.... Continue Reading →

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