Med changes and mood swings

Hello friends! Today marks about a week and a half that I have been taken off Depakote. It's used for certain psychiatric conditions, such as manic phases of bi-polar. At first, I was rather mad at the doctor''s decision to just abruptly take me off, ALTHOUGH it was my decision. I just was really afraid... Continue Reading →

Confusion

I wrote a short post on my Facebook about my “complaining”, if you will. I have been feeling a lot of emotions as of late, and I really don't know what to do with myself. I wanted to write in my journal but did not have the energy to. I wanted to blog about it... Continue Reading →

Courtship Issues

So there is a topic of concern for me, which has to do with my abandonment issues, I am sure. It has to do with my ability, or lack thereof, wanting a relationship. I have to say that I really am somebody that does want to have a long lasting relationship, but it can be... Continue Reading →

Rambling Podcast

So I haven’t written a blog because I have been dealing with some computer issues. This will be a blog post about electronic mishaps and how I feel like a stupid idiot because that’s just how my BPD is causing me to feel. I’m just going to attach my rambling Podcast to give the summary.... Continue Reading →

Pilot Podcast!

Hello guys! So I was going to make a quick random post, but I need to write it out, aha. Usually, I will write my blogs on OpenOffice and then copy pasta it into the blog. I need the style of THIS, so I can structure this tiny post. This is just to let everybody... Continue Reading →

3.8.18 Possible Podcast

Hello everybody! So I have been noticing a little spike in traffic, which is always a nice thing. I have been trying my best to keep up with the blog, but I had some computer related issues. I literally just fixed the problem, if you can call it that. I don't know what I did,... Continue Reading →

3.4.18

So I have been thinking a lot about this blog, and I still am curious as to what direction I am going with this. I just don't want to be a blog that constantly complains about everything about life, but I do not think that I do.I have many moments that I feel happiness and... Continue Reading →

Small Changes

This was taken from my Facebook, yesterday: “So I had an impulse to go venture out to RittenHouse Square to grab some food (god damn expensive, mind you). I made some chit chat with a stranger and daringly did the "take a picture of your food" thing, alone. Yes, it's less awkward when you are... Continue Reading →

Void

I haven't really felt too well lately, in the realm of mental health. What else is new, right? The stresses of work have hit a point where I can only walk around in a complete blank state.With the lovely thoughts of having another meeting, which will result in nothing, are a joy to even think... Continue Reading →

Uncertainty

It was not a great day at work, as I figured. I just can't help but to throw a massive pity party right now. As I posted on my Facebook: no job should make you feel so disheartened. I don't have the words to express how deeply I feel, but I sure can physically show... Continue Reading →

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