This post is a bit different, as I wanted to use a video to express how I felt. I know that I repeat myself a lot, as it is difficult to actually put into words how I feel. It also gives an insight of how I am, with a topic that is sensitive to me.... Continue Reading →

Blank Inside

I feel as though I have absolutely no emotions left for this current situation that is playing out. As somebody said to me today “is everything okay? You look like you're blank inside.” I guess that really is the perfect way to describe this situation then? I started this blog for personal reasons, to raise... Continue Reading →

Never Ending Battle

Angrboda; the one that is the bringer of sorrow, whom is a demonic giant. I like to bring her up, on occasions, because she really is the driving force of the “downside” of my DX. I know not to use my diagnosis as a crutch, yet she can have such impact on my thought patterns.... Continue Reading →

Last Social Media Post

This one was hard to record, but needed to be done. I have to cut ties with work mates, as it HAS BEEN getting me in trouble. Sorry for the rambling and the unorganized thoughts in this video........ </3 Last Social Media Post/Rambling

Hamster On A Wheel

No idea what to even write about tonight. It has been filled with emotions that have literally sucked the life out of me. Right now, I’m typing this on my phone, even though I have my computer staring right in my face. Why not just use the computer? I tried that earlier, and I just... Continue Reading →

About Depression

Feeling sad,tearful,empty or hopeless? You just may suffer from depression. First I will list some symptoms that I have found, then give my own spin on this disorder. Angry outbursts, irritability or frustration, even over small matters Loss of interest or pleasure in most or all normal activities, such as sex, hobbies or sports Sleep... Continue Reading →

Terrible Day

I'm having a really tough day today. It has been filled with just pure sadness and some BPD rage outbursts. This whole centralized around my work day, but I'm sure it will carry into the night. It started out by a coworker coming in and getting more hours then me. I have more seniority over... Continue Reading →


Depression is one of the most crippling things. It's all part of the several mood swings. It seems like everything around your surrounds remind you of painful thoughts of the past. You tell yourself constantly, "this will not last." But it feels like there's a void in your soul that can never be filled. But... Continue Reading →

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